A Not So Good Day

I was first diagnosed with cancer in December 2011 with surgery (my delay due to many factors) in March of  2012. This was followed by courses of both radiation and chemo treatments. Tons of lab work, scans, etc and followed by more surgeries. I should be thankful that I remain in relatively "good" health and that I am able to live on my own despite some limitations. However upon learning today that I face the possibility of yet another surgery hit hard and for just a moment I wanted to say the hell with it and then I got a message from an online friend, one of those random "I'm thinking of you" postings and the realization of just how many people have been following me throughout this medical journey and supporting me along the way hit. So I am going to get back into fighting mode!